Wednesday, February 10, 2010

To those

To those of you who have found these writings fascinating I thank you. Every letter which makes a word; every word which makes a phrase; every phrase which is the foundation of a sentence; every sentence which is the heartbeat of a paragraph; give me complete and utter joy. whether it be read, written, sung or spoken.


"Words have a magical power. They can bring either the greatest happiness or deepest despair; they can transfer knowledge from teacher to student; words enable the orator to sway his audience and dictate its decisions. Words are capable of arousing the strongest emotions and prompting all men's actions."
-SIGMUND FREUD



I bid you a good night

Word Play

the miniscule spaces are anything but insignificant.
leading to distant worlds filled with intangible concepts.
blue and white shining lights, fingers in rule of the next spontaneous take off.
share with me the adventure into a heart, a home, a sphere.
you wont regret it.
youll live to relive it.

Double P's

i'm not your progression puppet.
do you see double P's on my forehead?
i won't rise to every tug, i wont bend towards your let downs.
let me have my leg back, let me cut the strings-"I'm a real girl!" i cry, "more than you'll ever be!"
you have your soft living, you have your get-rich-quick-schemes.
' i have my warmth. i have my confidence, your 'teriors are alike, im not your progression puppet. spell towards your happiness, happiness is what i spell.
you're a many sided woman, you're full if electricity, my whole house is lighted up, i'm not your progression puppet.

Imagine

his hands slid up and down her back,
increasing in speed..and passion.

This is it, she thought,
someone I was never going to do.

Her hands tightened around his shoulders,
her fingernails dug into his elastic,
from all the "water" he drank, skin.

He breathed in sharply
mixing his face into pain and pleasure.

She looked down embarrassed,
not wanting him to see her chapped lips,
damn the dry weather she thought.

She wanted to seem as smooth and sexy as possible.

She wanted him to remember this for at least a week,
until he once again found another P.Y.T. (pretty young thing).

She smiled, gently humming the Michael Jackson hit to herself,
making a quick transition to a soft groan.

Not once did they share eye contact,
not once did they kiss.

Signs of intention ,she thought, we don't want that..

he doesnt want that..

Sick of it.

SO HEY Its me :]

I've been into this guy for about a month now let's name him *Larry for public purposes. And last night I found out that he has a girlfriend, see I wouldn't have given a damn naturally. But I asked him point blank "...*Larry, do you have a girlfriend?"

Because contrary to popular belief I am sensitive. and I've been the opposite of the "other woman" dos times now. It is probably one of the worst feelings if you were deep about your significant other.

So, *Larry said NO. He also lied about having a facebook (because of the pictures on there) I mean who doooes that? Oh well, and so after the disappointment, I began to just feel sorry for his lady.. that she has no idea the love of her life is being disloyal and full on betraying her trust. and shes so beautiful, ugh men..(boys) these days. and just because youre 20 by the way does not make you a man i must say.

that is why it's a damn good idea to NOt be in a relationship when you're within the ages of 1-22. Yeahh I said it. We're all immature and selfish. it's in a young person's nature to be egotistic, ya dig?

So yes, have friends, don't ever let your guard down, you have 7 true loves in your lifetime, don't waste em, the only person you can trust is yourself.

live the life you LOVE, and vice versa {or not}

Wishing for you

I was so close to wishing for you...one minute too late looking up at 11:One-Two.
A small frown pressed on my lips, wishing for you. The hands slowly turn like in anyone else's mind, reaching 2:23...a steady rasp at my door, which was wishing for you (x2).

I sigh, hoping it's the black cloak calling my name, not wishing for you.(but then again.. its you?) You take a step forward awkwardly yet alluring. Smiles are exchanged, eyes looking through eyes.

The hands seemed to abruptly (stop) when you took my hands with yours. Staggered breathing upon my cheek, we were together and that was enough....for now.

Hey Welcome :]

If you're not interested in beginning to understand the ravelings of a young mind this is not the place for you. My name's raelyn or rae. Pitifully, my parents named me after themselves (how vain can you be, right?)

I've decided to write a blog to help keep my nerves and heart at ease. Writing has been and only ever been my main outlet & source of minute happiness. So welcome my dear, be prepared for a wonderful ride with my beautiful friends Words, Reality, Song & Life.

And if by any means you need to click the little red X in the upper right corner (left for Mac users) then go ahead and do so. I'm here to allow myself expression, creativity, and to be me not to write about what excites or entertains you.

Let us begin:]